broken

heartbroken.

its torn into pieces =(

its time for me to study again =X

mug.

mug.

mug.

rawr.

this is getting no where.

i wanna scream.

im mad can.

lol.

band is so fun.

it releases stress

no stress whenever im playing my horn

except that if i sound like shit,

den ya.

and if i sound like shit, most probably cos im in a bad mood or sad.

yah,

but when i went down today.

omgosh.

my jaw dropped. i love my sound.

i sounded so diff today.

next:

SHIH HAN.

u better not play bball anymore can!!

u hurt ur bak alreadi =X

if u hurt it more, u wldnt be even able to go and play in the future u goon!

well

u said it was okay.

but, u still decided to block me. oh well.

i guess even my sorry cant save anything.

i dont wanna leave things as it is. clear it asap can!

God teaches us to forgive and forget can!

and to think u still bear grudgeS!

stop it can?!

its not helping in anyway!

and sheesh,

i din say anything abt ur band lah.

i can gladly say that, all of u are like playing broken telephone.

the last person who got the msg is like, crappo.

cos its totally wrong info can! zz

i dont look forward to eoy trip =(

ok,

im poor.

my edusave doesnt have money at all.

i must have used to much in raffles.

lol.

see lah! now no money.

ok .

i can just go aust and die and everything.

lol

zzzzzz.

i reflected b4 i slept last night.

i know im wrong.

and i sincerely say sorry.

this is so crap.

life will never be the same like last time.

the cheerful me has been gone.

argh.

joyce,

u noe how i feel right.

my laopo.

i love u loads can. argh

lost.

weird.

uneasy.

uncomfortable.

sad.

alone.

=(

i

have

nothing

to

say

today.

cos

we haven been talking today at all.

exept

for

the

hi.

argh.

my life is in a mess now

i cant think properly at all.

test tmr

ARGH.

com'on

i needa absorb everything into my head
!

!

HELP.

i need help.

someone go out and study wiv me.

so i wont think of anything.

=(

im not worried cos of that

im worried cos of THAT. ARGH.

sheeesh.

nth to say alreadi.

gone.

oh wait.

one word for u:

sorry.

yea.

i got u into this dam big shit which u werent suppose to be in.

im sry.

You Are 0% Boyish and 100% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving onYou're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissedJealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

What Type of Ex Are You?

Your Stress Level is: 63%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

i dont like it when u dont tell me things

i dont like it when u are pissed

i dont like it when u just decided not to msg me

i dont like it when u only wanna make me happy

i dont like u when u talk abt "dat thing"

i just dont like it.

it feels weird.

argh.

the thought of all these stuff

makes me go mad.

ok. few things i dislike:

people hopping into blogs not tagging.

reading it, telling other pple stuff

gossiping abt bad stuff. if its for fun joke and not bad things, den its okay lah =X

pple who ps others

pple who talk bad abt others

spamming/flaming

if u are falling in either one of the category,

i suggest u try to change =X

is my heart filled w hatred? nah. God teaches us to forgive and to forget. =) smiles! =)

am i jealous or wad? sheesh.

cannot be

argh

this is getting no where

sobs

sobs

sobs

sobs

cries.

man, wads the point of crying??!!

haha,yaya

i love this song.

i love the person who put this in my blog also!

my LAOPO=)

joyce.

hehe.

u rawk man.

thanks babe! =)

smiles smiles.

this post is to thank u!

LOVE U LOADS.

i love my baobei joycey kk!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MOMMY!!! =)) smiles
hehe. i love u mom, even though u scold me at times! LOL=.=

ok, sheessh. tests coming up. im so screwed lah, not prepared at all.
mon- ss common test
tues- chi test
wed-phy and chem.
dam suay lah.

zzz. those idiots flaming jo's blog, just get lost can!!! flamers sux.
we rule. innocent pple. LOL. ahem

sux. i dont know how we're gonna like go overseas wiv them lah. how to live!!
sian diao
i dont wanna go wiv em
i rather go wiv THEM or something.
argh

kk, now i needa have a total collection of good band recordings of 500 songs b4 the trip to brisbane. ZZZZz

piano is SCARY.
Jessica got 126 for gr 7
jocelyn got 127 for gr 8
i saw how others scored.
all were like, gr 5 and above, all just passed only.
jess and joce is like so pro in piano.
yet,
argh!!!
freakking out like shit.
screw u !!!
how can u not go for piano exam!!
waste money leh=.= waste effort also
nvm,
continue to pursue in ur band!
haha. rawk on

im so glad 3 of us are like so close
We rawk man.
we hafta stay close,
dont drift apart.
i love the 2 of u loads. <333

RAWR. my laopo. lol. u siao ginna! haha. sit beside me in class super suay. cos i always talk to u . LOL. i love u lah. dont worry!

crazy,
i was crazy once.
they put me in a home.
i died there.
worms came.
worms?
i hate worms.
they drive me crazy!!
LOL

hmmm.
hi.
follow this:
start singing london bridge is falling down....................
stop halfway.................
den continue singing mary had a lil lamb.
did u sing the correct pitch? LOL. not everybody can do it! LOL=)

riddle for today:
what is, 1 turn, 2 turn, 3 turn 4 turn??????????????
guess it and den come tell me the answer. =)))

















DRAWN BY JOYCE MY LAOPO AND ME!!! LOL.
for F&N
we were to draw and pormote the milk product.
hahas.
spongebob square pants! =))) smiles =)))

















CONGRATS TO THE JB.
u guys really rawk
u all ah,
must work hard hor
e seniors expectations of u all are very high kk
jbf was fun
hope u all enjoyed.=)
and, continue to learn!
and perservere!
we will make the gold w honours wiv our own hands can! LOL. =PP
jia you! =)

i seriously so agree wiv u , ellise. u rawk my life =)

yay. i just changed e link. some irritating pple. unknown de lor. bleh. my life is shit now. LOSERS.

FAG! argh. countdown. today's the 24th. exam is in 2 wks time. EAT SHIT AND DIE. stress.
i need my kor by my side
ahh
where r u ??
miss ya~

i seriously needa blog my frustrations out and just, kill myself.
i wanna say lostaa things but i dont feel like typing it out.
where r u ..... argh

sheesh
piano exam, 12th sept
ballet exam, 27 sept
EOY FIRST PAPER STARTS ON THE 28th SEPT. WTF!!!!!!!!!ARGH

this colour suits my feelings, peaceful and quiet.

argh. stressed up.

piano exam in exactly a mths' time frm today. sucks. ARGH.
ballet exam on 27th sept. i can just kill myself if it clashes wiv first paper of eoy exams. KILL MYSELF =.=

nxt, argh. whatever lah. today's like last day of the fireworks thingy. wanted to watch wiv my ypsb peeps. den , nv go. argh. i was too slpy lah..

zzzz. tmr still must wake up at 7am . 8am must report in sch. ARGH . SUNDAY LEH!!!. dam. =.=

i shall post a foto every post i write now =)

and for today, its me and leon =))












nAH! shi chie. give u ur foto!. =)













happy ? -smiles. thank me kk! =)

tata~

ahhhhhhhhh, ok. i almost died of cramps this morning. sucks. lol. shldnt have drank so much cold drink the past month. argh

tmr got ballet at pasir ris..... ahh!!!!!!! means i must take mrt and travel......... zzzzzzz.
im freakking out for piano aural test and ballet exam alreadi. die. =.=

bleh. bored . die. sms bomb again. zzzzzzz. cannot sms for another 10 days le......... tata~ i dont feel like blogging.! =)

anyway, happy national day. whees. tmr got ballet. hehee.
grrrrr.
why bt not bak in s'pore NOW. we needa ask him soooo MANY questions yet he isnt bak !!!! ARGH. bleh.

yay. sept got exchange wiv the other bands again. =))) whooohooo. can see kor again =) bleh. 700+ hrs and dunno how many mins. ARGH. so long. =.=

im feeling weak all over. dont feel like moving. =(
im HUNGRY. RAWR.

rawr.
hi laopo:
u take care kk.
i love u
dont be ....sad over ur jie and my kk? take care girl
i'll see u again soon
we shall study hard together. =)
take care.
<33 ur laogong. LOL


hi kor: dont know if u'll see. if u do, tell me kk! =)
dont sad, u sad i will be sad too. den i sad, my laopo sad . so yah. SMILE!! =)
i love u loads kk!
hmm, dont so stress over exams lah. i have more reasons to be more stressed up den u man
..
<33 ur meiiiii



hmm. i shall go play game le. =))) hehe.